Truth Is

Truth is I think about you way to much. I think about you everyday and I wait for you to come back. I know there's no hope, and I know that you've moved on without me. But I'm stuck here, in this never ending loop of memories with you. The first time we held hands, the first movie we saw together, the first time we hugged. I remember it all. I remember when you sang me that song about how amazing I was, and I remember when we promised to write down 100 things we loved about each other. I remember staying up for hours play Castle Crashers with you and talking to you. I remember the day you left, and the words you said. They still sting my heart when I replay them. Why did you leave me? Why would you hurt me? You told me you would stay by side forever. I guess the bad thing about forever is that it comes with a chance of never.