Only Problem

If you knew how much I loved you would you ever leave me? If you ever knew how much I looked forward to seeing you would you stay by me? If you knew how much you meant to me would you never leave my memory? The future scares me, be because it brings the chance of losing you. Will we know each other when we leave this place? Will we grow together, or separate only to wonder what we each are like now? You make my days happy, this life all worth it, and  me going. I cant wait to spend time with you, even if we aren't alone. I can't wait to look into your eyes and be able to smile for the first time in long time.  Your smile brings mine to the surface. You are the hope I've needed, blossoming in my heart, never to leave me. You are all I need, all I want, all I feel. You are the way life is supposed to be for me. To feel the rush of love I feel when you look me in the eyes is indescribable. My stomach becomes a whirlwind of butterflies, begging to be free. When you touch me, even a mere brush, my skin gets goosebumps and I feel myself shudder. Everything you do to me brings happiness I often don't feel. You make me feel whole for the first time in a long time. I don't need hope, I don't need my parents, if I have you. I love the way you're gentle around me, around everyone. I love how even when you're talking to someone else my name still seems to seep into the conversation. Do you love me? I love you, can't you tell? You make me beyond happy, fill my heart with more then just hope. You are the sparkle in my eyes, the warmth in my heart, the air I breathe. Only problem is you have no idea.