Eventually Getting There

This is my blog about the daily things that happen to me. I hope you enjoy it.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Finish Me

I'm breaking my own heart, and one of these days it will shatter completely. I will bleed to death from my own wounds, from stabbing myself over and over again. My heart beats for attention but I'm shut in the dark, so I stay here waiting for someone to come and save me.

You stand there watching me bleed, watching me drown in my own blood, but would you ever try to keep my heart pumping? No, you'd be the first one to finish me off. Be the first to wrap their fingers around my heart and squeeze what blood I have left out. You'd rather see me as a lifeless body than as a happy human being. You'd rather watch me cry than be the shoulder to stop the tears. You'd rather kill me than help me live. And that's exactly what you're doing.

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