What Do You See?

Today I used all that I had, and now I am tired. I saw you today and I felt my body shiver. My heart began to race, the blood soared threw my veins, my head pounded, my skin tightened, and my hands clenched into tight fists. You saw right through me. You saw my pain and my troubles, though you know not all the things that have brought my downfall. You saw all my pain and I saw the fear in your dark eyes. You never looked again. Are you afraid of my pain? Are you afraid of what I have done to myself? Do not fear, for there is no need. Yes, I have pain, but I am living with it. So don't fear it, because I don't.