Some Day, Some One, Some Where

Some day I will have my own life. Some day I will live on my own or with my husband. Some day I will have my own appartment, where when I wake up I can make myself a fabulous breakfast, or coffee, or whatever I want. Some day I will find someone that loves me, for who I am, and what I need. He will be all that I need, and I will be all that he needs. Maybe we'll have children, maybe not. I just know in my heart that when I do find the right guy, I will never let him go, because I could never live with all the pain and guilt. I guess that's why I really don't want a relationship any more, because I'm afraid of hurting whoever I begin to love. I don't want to go through that whole, "get together and never talk" thing, and I don't want one of those "yeah we're together, but we never see each other or spend any time together" relationship either. I want some one that will stand by my side instead of the crowd. Some one that will hold my hand when I am scared, sad, or just want to feel his touch. Some one that is funny, but serious when needed. Some one old fashion, but is not afraid to be a little modern. Maybe I do need some one else to live, or maybe I don't. Maybe, some day, I'll have some one, some where, too give my love.