Would it be so bad to be forever alone? I don't think so. Sure you may not have that special person to come home to, but you won't have as much pain. You would never run the risk of hurting the one you love, and never run the risk of being unhappy. The nights may be lonely, but maybe it's for the best.
People keep asking me if I'm alright when I see them together, but the truth is I've never been better. I don't worry about impressing him, and what he thinks. Now I can be how Im supposed to be, and its wonderful. It's really never been better, although some days get very lonely. You can't choose what stays and what fades though.
When they ask me who I like I just smile, because they think that I have to have some one in my life to make me happy. Truth is I don't though. It's not a bad thing if you do need some one, but I don't. I think that's what keeps me happy too. They all look at me like I'm crazy, or that I'm holding back a forbidden love, but I'm not. I just haven't found any one worth risking everything for. If I find some one I will, of course, risk everything for them, but until them I'll always be forever alone.
About Me
- Sydni Lee
- My name is Sydni. I try to live a normal life, but it can get hectic with all the comotion that goes on around me. Take one day at a time, and don't worry what people think, because they don't do it to often.
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